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| Maryann |
My first lonely holiday |
November 26, 2009 |
To my dear Daddy, this first holiday being thanksgiving, less than 2 months from our spending such fun and quality time together is the most difficult for me all I can think about is you. Nothing will ever be the same in my life ever again without you being the most pertinent part of this day and every holiday following. Daddy I’m not quite sure that I can keep my promise and stay focused, I think you understand that without you in my life I feel such a void almost as though someone ripped out my heart and soul. Daddy you and me had this really special attachment since birth. All I can say is that this was the biggest fear my whole entire life was to ever lose you. Daddy please give me the strength and guidance to not give up. I am so mad with the world. Dad please help me. I miss not talking to you, I miss your laugh, your sense of humor and your story telling. Daddy I will treasure our father daughter special connection forever and ever. Please forgive me for not being as strong as you would expect from me. You are the best man in the entire universe. Rest peacefully as you so much deserve. Dad I will be with you one day and then maybe I will be in peace. Missing you terribly.
| Danielle |
Love you |
November 25, 2009 |
Missing you as always!!!!
| Danielle and Honey |
Love You |
November 25, 2009 |
Grandma misses you and wishes you were here with us for Thanksgiving. Uncle Vincent and Aunt Jenny are coming tomorrow for Thanksgiving. It will be nice to see them and be with them for the day. I found comfort with them at the wake and funeral so tomorrow I pray it brings me some of that same comfort to get me through the day. I would do anything to have you here with us, it just wont be the same. Miss you terribly little one! This is the first of the holidays without you and its so hard but for Grandma, I have to get through it because that's what you would want. She sends you kisses and hugs. She said all your friends said a lot of beautiful speeches yesterday at the center in your honor. They all shared stories about you and all miss you.
Grandma sends you this....
| Danielle |
Miss you SOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!! |
November 24, 2009 |
Little One,
Today Grandma is spending your wedding anniversary by going to the center and spending the day with all your friends who loved you so much. All your friends have been calling and reaching out to her and they told her today the center is having a party for Thanksgiving. I know how much you two loved Amico's holiday parties. The party wont be as special since your not there. You always took part in putting together the parties from the entertainment to the wine list. Each holiday party, you and Grandma would talk about it for days and always looked so cute getting dolled and going. Grandma will sit in your seat whenever she goes to feel closer to you. Don't worry about Grandma today, she is surrounded by all your friends who all shared a great love and respect for you. I'm sure they will spend the day sharing stories and laughs from all the things you would do at the center. You were a comedian no matter where you went and were cherished by everyone, especially me. I miss you more than words can describe. Mom decorated both houses with banners that have Happy 30th Birthday all over the place. You would always tease me and laugh that you couldn't believe your little dolly is turning 30. Even in the summer in Palm Garden Rehab we would joke about me taking you to Vegas for my Birthday. My Birthday will not be the same without you here. I spent every Birthday with you and it was always so special. It's going to be so strange without having you to the right of me when the cake comes out. For 29 years, I had you on the right side of me always insisting on cutting my cake and singing your funny version of Happy Birthday with those faces you would make. It wont be the same but then again nothing ever will be the same without you. A huge piece of my heart is broken. I love and miss you terribly.
| Danielle |
Miss you Little One |
November 16, 2009 |
Little One, I miss you with every ounce of my being. Every minute of every day your in my thoughts. I know your my angel and I feel your presence with me all the time. All the signs you have given me and all the times you come to me in my dreams is what helps me get through this tremendous pain I'm feeling. Love and miss you with all my heart and soul.
Love your Dolly
| Danielle |
Miss you more than words can describe!!!!!!!!! |
November 6, 2009 |
Little One, I miss you more and more each day. There is such an emptiness in my heart that will never go away. I get my signs from you to let me know everything will be ok but in the mean time I'm not even close to being ok. I see you in my dreams, in fact they are so real that its like you are really there. I hope this continues forever because that's the only sense of you being near me. Now that the holidays are approaching its going to be even harder for me. Since I was a baby you have always made each single holiday so special for me and thanks to you, I have so many beautiful and fun memories. My Birthday wont be the same without you either. Each year you would still like to help me cut the cake as though I was a child. Last year for my 29th Birthday, I remember you telling me that no matter how old I got, you would still do that because that was our little tradition. I'm going to miss your own version of singing me Happy Birthday too. Of course with your funny personality it was always one of the highlights of my Birthday. There is really nothing that I do that doesn't remind me of you. I cant even go to the store with Grandma without one of us thinking of something funny you did or said. We were really the Three Musketeers and we both miss you being with us all the time. I always knew you were a huge part of my life but its at a time like this, I realize how every little thing that may seem insignificant to someone else was significant to me. I miss you with all of my heart and love you to pieces.
| Danielle |
Little One I miss you so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
October 29, 2009 |
Little One,
I still can’t believe its one month tomorrow you were taken from me. I miss you more as each day passes. God I miss you more than anyone could ever understand. The hardest part is going through each day and not being able to talk to you. This is an extremely difficult thing for me to go through. It’s hard for me to go from talking to you each day and having you involved in every aspect of my life to not being able to pick up the phone and call. Honest to God, nothing is the same. I love and miss you more than anything in this world.
| Danielle |
Miss you so much!!!! |
October 25, 2009 |
Little One,
I swear everywhere I go something reminds me of you. No matter where I am, I see people that remind me of you. In the last three weeks I could swear I see your double everywhere I go. I miss you more and more each day. By now there would've been a million stories and jokes I would've shared with you. You were truly my best friend and I miss our inside jokes. You weren't the typical Grandpa, that's for sure. I would talk to you as though you were one of my friends my own age. You had the best personality and could light up a room with your expressions. I would do anything to have things differently now but as everyone constantly reminds me, your in peace now. I miss and love you more than anything in this entire world!!!!
Love your Little Dolly
| Danielle |
Missing you more and more each day!!!!! |
October 20, 2009 |
Little One, I can't believe its 3 weeks tomorrow that you were taken from me. This is honestly the worst pain imaginable. I miss you so much. I miss talking to you each day. There was never a day that went by that I didn't talk to you so this has truly been the most difficult time for me. I cant even go grocery shopping without having some memory of you. Literally everything I do makes me think of you because you were ALWAYS with me. There isn't a moment that goes by that I don't think of you. I love you and miss you more than words can ever describe.
| Danielle |
Miss you Little One |
October 17, 2009 |
Little One, I miss you terribly. Losing you feels like a big piece of my heart is empty. Nothing is the same anymore. I miss calling you each day and seeing you all the time. You were involved in every aspect of my life and nothing will be the same again. Everything I see and everything I do always triggers some memory with you. I know how fortunate I am to have all those memories and to have shared all that time with you but my heart is broken. I love you to pieces and miss you more than anything in this whole wide world.
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