Condolences
| Danielle |
Miss you little one |
July 31, 2010 |
A year ago today you fell and that ended up being the beginning of the worst time of my life. Between yesterday being 10 months your gone and today being a year you fell, I feel so miserable. Uncle Anthony and Aunt Carol came yesterday and took Grandma, Mom and myself out. I wasn't feeling sociable but went. I feel extra depressed today so I'm making this short but you know how much I miss you. Its a hard weekend for me and I just want it to be over with. I ordered a small pre lit Christmas tree already for me to bring when I visit your treasure chest. I even got a set of small teddy bears that light up too. One for you and one for me. I already know I will put it in a snow globe. I can visualize already what I'm doing for Christmas for you. I'm drawing a blank for September though. I have the memorial statue and made one collage but that's it. I'm dreading September. I'm reliving last year this weekend so I cant imagine how much of a wreck ill be come September. I try to push those last moments with you out of my head and focus on the good memories but lately it plays like a broken record. Now that I cant see what I'm typing with all these tears I will leave you with I miss you more than any word will ever describe. See you in my dreams
| Danielle |
Miss you Little One |
July 24, 2010 |
Cant believe next week will be a year that you fell. That was the beginning of the worst time of my life. It's almost ten months without you here and most of the time I feel like it was yesterday I was talking and laughing with you. I miss you more as each day goes on. I miss you more than any word can ever express. I always want to reach for the phone to call you. That's probably the hardest, knowing I can't do that. I love and miss you with all of my heart.
| Danielle |
Miss you |
June 27, 2010 |
Found this..
I wish Heaven had a phone so I could hear your voice again. I thought of you today, but that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday and days before that too. I think of you in silence, I often speak your name. All I have are memories and your picture in a frame. Your memory is a keepsake from which I’ll never part. God has you in His arms, I have you in my heart
| Danielle |
Missing Gramps |
June 27, 2010 |
I'm extra sad lately Gramps. I miss you more and more as each day passes. Love and miss you with all of my heart
| Vincent |
Miss you Dad |
June 21, 2010 |
I miss you so very much. It has been difficult for me knowing that you are not here for Father's Day. Some of our best laughter we had was the Joke Book. We always laughed about our favorite jokes and tried to remember them each time we spoke. Even though you are Little you gave the biggest contributions to your country and community. You are the BEST FATHER I could ever have.
I am sure you are very active in Heaven helping others and watching over
us. I love you very much and always thinking about you.
| Maryann |
MY DAD |
June 19, 2010 |
DEAREST DADDY, I STILL CAN NOT BELIEVE THA THIS WLL BE THE VERY FIRST FATHERS DAY WITHOUT YOU. THIS IS SUCH A STRONG AND THE MOST EMPTY FEELING THAT I HAVE EVER EXPERIENCED IN MY LIFETIME. THIS IS SUCH AN EMOTIONAL EMPTY HOLE IN MY HEART THAT ANYONE COULD EVER UNDERSTAND. FATHERS DAY WAS ALWAYS SO SACRED AND JOYFUL FOR ME TO SHARE WITH YOU. REMEMBER ALL THOSE IMPORTED SOFT LEATHER SHOES IN EVERY COLOR POSSIBLE. I LOVED TO WATCH YOU SMILE ANYTIME I WOULD BUY YOU PERSONALIZED GIFTS. YOU WOULD ALWAYS SAY TO MOMMY JUST HOW MUCH IT MEANT TO YOU THAT I WOULD GLADLY TAKE TIME EVEN DOWN TO THE VERY SPECIAL CARDS. DADDY, I STILL BOUGHT YOU A FATHERS DAY CARD AND PLACED IT AT YOUR RESTING PLACE. I WILL CONTINUE FOREVER. DADDY I MISS YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN CONVEY. I CAN NOT PROMISE YOU THAT TOMORROW I WILL BE OK. I CONSTANTLY LOOK AT JUST LAST FATHERS DAY PICTURES OF YOU AND ME. WE LOOKED SO HAPPY TOGETHER. DADDY I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY, BUT I WILL END THIS NOW AND LET YOU KNOW THAT YOU ARE AND WERE THE BEST FATHER ANY DAUGHTER COULD BE BLESSED. THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME THAT SAME KIND AND LOVING PERSON THAT I AM TODAY.
| Danielle |
My saddest Father's Day |
June 17, 2010 |
Gramps, this Father's Day will be so hard for me. How can I get through the day without the only person that was there for me as a father figure to me since I was born. You made it easy growing up without a "real dad" in my life because I had you for everything. Every Birthday, holiday, recital, honor society, graduation, prom and everything else good and bad you were there for it all. You taught me how to ride a bike, roller skate, drive a car. Had the patience of a saint with me. You always were there to give me advice on friends, guys, cars and everything else. I knew no matter what time of the day you were there. We had at least a million memories and all of them were happy and funny. You and me always joked together and had so much fun clowning around. I always talked to you as though you were a friend my age. I can never express how much I miss you. I'm more sad this holiday than our first Christmas without you. I'm going to the cemetery tomorrow with Mom and Grandma. I feel sick already but I need to go and bring all the things I made you. I hope you give me the strength to not break down. That's all I'm doing lately. I have tears in my eyes as usual so I will leave you with I love you to pieces and miss you more than anything. Love you Little One
| Danielle |
Miss my little sidekick |
June 9, 2010 |
Gramps there are no words to describe how much I miss the fun times we had,
The twenty-nine years I had with you, you were always like my dad,
You never missed a single Birthday, holiday or celebration for me,
Everything you did was genuine and from the heart, that was so easy to see,
I miss you so much as each day goes on,
My heart is forever broken since you are gone,
I love and miss you with all of my heart,
I know you’re my guardian angel, therefore we aren't really apart
| Danielle |
Missing you |
June 8, 2010 |
Gramps, I'm extra blah lately. Its one of those times its a holiday without you and Im just so sad, especially this holiday. Every little thing just gets me mad lately. It seems no one can say the right thing anymore without getting me upset or mad. I miss turning to you when I have an argument with someone, you were the calm and rationale one and would know how to make me feel like everything is ok. I just feel so alone lately, friends are self absorbed, most of this "family" is self absorbed, I am just so blah. I could hear you telling me to not let people get to me because I will never change them but still so many people annoy me lately! I miss you so much it hurts! Love you Little One
| Danielle |
Miss you soooooo much Little One |
June 5, 2010 |
Gramps, I miss you even more lately. I cant believe its a little over 8 months, I am so sad without you. No one can ever understand how I feel. Every time I would get mad at someone or get upset over something or someone I would always call you to talk and get advice. Lately the world seems to annoy me and its the worst feeling knowing I cant pick up the phone and get you on the other side of it. It could be just because Father's Day is approaching that I'm extra sensitive and every little thing people say and do just irritates me. I made so many things to bring with me for Father's Day. I bought an angel solar light statue too. I also found a perfect card for you. I bought it awhile ago but it says something like, "I never had to doubt your love for me and that you were always there". I just said that the other day to mom, that with you I knew you were always there and it was the best feeling. I wish I had more people in my life like you but I managed 30 years without it so...You would always tell me that I cant change people so that's why since your gone I decided to cut some people and relatives out of my life for good. I don't need the negativity in my life and the phoniness. The things I told you when you were in Palm Gardens and even in the hospital, I just told mom the other day my opinion on a few people and she couldn't believe how I really feel about you know who and the a few others..I literally told you everything and I hate that I don't have you anymore, the worst feeling in the world!
Miss and love you times infinity!!!!!!!!!!!!
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