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"It broke my heart to lose you, but you did not go alone, part of me went with you the day God called you home."   I found this and it describes how I truly feel. A huge piece of me went with you, I love you with all my heart. You are one of a kind. I was beyond fortunate to have you in my life. People hardy come across such caring and giving people like you and those that had you in their life were so lucky. I knew I could always count on you no matter when and you knew I was always there for you and I was till the very end. We had the greatest and strongest bond. That is why I miss you terribly. I miss everything, there isn't one thing that I do or hear that doesn't make me miss you more. I especially miss talking to you at night and hearing you say "goodnight dolly" ..now my days and nights feel so empty without you. Missing you more and more especially now with Christmas approaching. Christmas Eve is going to be a task in itself but for Grandma I have to get through it. I have bought over twenty picture frames and I have filled each one up for Grandma, Mom and myself. Everywhere I look I see your adorable face and it lights up the room. I have so many great pictures but I'm running out of room for all of them!! I have put so many pictures that I added to your walls and each time I put a nail in the wall its like I can feel you hovering over me like you always would do to make sure I'm doing it right. Well, Little One I'm going to try to get to sleep. I will see you in my dreams again. All my dreams and all the signs you have given me is what helps me get through this a little easier. Love and miss you with all my heart!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I came across this and this card looked similar to a card you and Grandma gave me as a little girl. I bought an ornament the other day that you can add a picture to it and record a message. Grandma, Mom and I will leave a special little saying on it for you. We miss you terribly. Love and miss you more than anything. Goodnight Little One

Each one above represents the four of us..just the way it has always been on Christmas Eve. Grandma, you, mom and myself. We will always cherish all the fun memories from each Christmas Eve we had the blessing to share with you. Love and miss you always

Little One, I miss you so much, I cant take the emptiness in my heart anymore. Each day passes and I miss you more and more. How could God take the one person I'm closest too!!!! Each day that I cant hear your voice tell a joke and each night I don't get to hear you say goodnight makes me even more sad as the days go on. I'm so depressed and angry with the world right now. I know these are parts of the grieving process, I just wish people would understand that's what I'm doing and stop expecting me to be the old me. I will never be the same again. How can I, when a huge piece of my heart broke that day you were taken from me. My biggest fear was losing you. This heartache is overwhelming. I love you and miss you beyond words. See you in my dreams again

Love always and forever, your dolly

Little One, I really cant believe its two moths today that you were taken from me. I have moments when I feel it was yesterday that I was with you having latte's sharing jokes and talking about everything and anything and then I have moments when I feel like its been a lot longer than two months. I would've shared a million stories, million jokes and countless laughs by now with you. One of the Birthday gifts Grandma bought me was a plaque with a poem that was similar to the one I bought you years ago. They are identical except for the poem portion. I missed you more than I can describe for Thanksgiving and my Birthday. I know its going to hurt a lot more for Christmas because we had so many traditions for that holiday. I still wish I would wake up and all of this would be one big nightmare. My greatest fear in the world happened when you were taken from me so the last two months has been nothing less than an emotional roller coaster. Everything I do I keep you in mind and think to myself if that's what Gramps would want. I miss you more than I describe and  I love you more than anything in this world.

Little One,

 

It was hard to get through my first Thanksgiving without you. I miss seeing your adorable face and hearing your laugh. It was even harder not to have you there for my Birthday cake. You would tease me about turning 30 and now your little dolly is the big 30 tomorrow. How time flies..it seems like yesterday that you would take me to Toys R Us and would play all my games and even dolls with me. I'm going to be so sad tomorrow not seeing you for my Birthday. You never missed a Birthday and always made it special. I don't know what Grandma and Mom have in store tomorrow but it will just be us at your house and will be nice and simple. I spoke to your cousin Marie tonight, she remembered my Birthday because tomorrow would've been Peter's 80th Birthday and they are doing a celebration mass in his honor. She misses you. Well, I'm going to try to get some rest now. Goodnight Gramps, missing you every minute of each day. Love you. See you in my dreams.